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Oh hi there!
Previously, I was mention about trying a different platform before decided to make a new site here again. So in case you wanna hear my reason, here's why I gave up to try a different platform after doing some trial and error in many sites. (for now?)
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First, I always getting interested to try something new. When I saw some of my friends moving to Tiktok and making a VT, it made me wanted to try it too. Well I was eager to try at first, before I realized that I don't really have something interesting in my life that could be shared through the video. I mean, I got freelance WFH job and barely go hangout outside, my workspace isn't look aesthetic enough to be shown on video and my voice sounds embarrassing to do voice over the VT. I know that making the VT isn't always about your daily life, sometimes its just to engage your profile against algorithm. But again, to think that I need to compete over casual things made me feel overwhelmed, so I decided to stop and uninstall the app eventually.
I guess being video content creator isn't for me, at least for now, I think.
Like, I'm okay if my job needs me to work as a content creator on the script. But to use it personally, I don't think I can make it through.
The same case also happened on Instagram. Don't get me wrong, I use it and I don't really have an issue to use it but my picture. I don't and I can't make my picture look aesthetic pleasing to be put there. Sometimes I feel like people on IG are overly competitive too and to found out some people I don't wanna deal anymore are more active on IG make me can't set my account publicly, so I don't think IG is a good platform for me either.
Well, in the end, it seems like I have an issue with Instagram after all, lol.
I was on Tumblr too before I decided to comeback here. Tumblr is a good site I admit it, but staying there lowkey triggered my perfectionism. I keep wanting to design everything and make my page to be as aesthetic as possible without actually write or start anything there lmao. It keep make me think like, "When will you starting it if you keep doing something that waste your time like this?" Not to mention the hashtag, I REALLY hate to think about what kind of hashtag I should put to make my post reach somewhere. My perfectionism ass couldn't never, or maybe I just have ADHD, idk lol.
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So yeah, that's why I ended up being here, again. Honestly, there's still lots of sites and platforms I've tried before, but it has the similar reason for each other so I don't need to explain it more. I think if I wanted a simple, casual personal blogging platform without make me feel anxious of being competitive or too perfectionist to start, this good ol' site is the perfect place for me.
And that's the end of my journey about searching the perfect platform for me to yap properly, coming back never been feel this good before, I guess.
Take care, stay safe, and see you later! ♡
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