The Reason Why I Quit

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Oh hi there!

Previously, I was mention about trying a different platform before decided to make a new site here again. So in case you wanna hear my reason, here's why I gave up to try a different platform after doing some trial and error in many sites. (for now?)

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First, I always getting interested to try something new. When I saw some of my friends moving to Tiktok and making a VT, it made me wanted to try it too. Well I was eager to try at first, before I realized that I don't really have something interesting in my life that could be shared through the video. I mean, I got freelance WFH job and barely go hangout outside, my workspace isn't look aesthetic enough to be shown on video and my voice sounds embarrassing to do voice over the VT. I know that making the VT isn't always about your daily life, sometimes its just to engage your profile against algorithm. But again, to think that I need to compete over casual things made me feel overwhelmed, so I decided to stop and uninstall the app eventually.

I guess being video content creator isn't for me, at least for now, I think.

Like, I'm okay if my job needs me to work as a content creator on the script. But to use it personally, I don't think I can make it through.

The same case also happened on Instagram. Don't get me wrong, I use it and I don't really have an issue to use it but my picture. I don't and I can't make my picture look aesthetic pleasing to be put there. Sometimes I feel like people on IG are overly competitive too and to found out some people I don't wanna deal anymore are more active on IG make me can't set my account publicly, so I don't think IG is a good platform for me either.

Well, in the end, it seems like I have an issue with Instagram after all, lol.

I was on Tumblr too before I decided to comeback here. Tumblr is a good site I admit it, but staying there lowkey triggered my perfectionism. I keep wanting to design everything and make my page to be as aesthetic as possible without actually write or start anything there lmao. It keep make me think like, "When will you starting it if you keep doing something that waste your time like this?" Not to mention the hashtag, I REALLY hate to think about what kind of hashtag I should put to make my post reach somewhere. My perfectionism ass couldn't never, or maybe I just have ADHD, idk lol.

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So yeah, that's why I ended up being here, again. Honestly, there's still lots of sites and platforms I've tried before, but it has the similar reason for each other so I don't need to explain it more. I think if I wanted a simple, casual personal blogging platform without make me feel anxious of being competitive or too perfectionist to start, this good ol' site is the perfect place for me.

And that's the end of my journey about searching the perfect platform for me to yap properly, coming back never been feel this good before, I guess.

Take care, stay safe, and see you later! ♡

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After so many attempts on sooooooooo many platforms, I'm finally decided to try blogging again for 7276254325 times or idk so here we are, again, in different sites, we finally meet again after so many long times ago. Hi again (for me), I guess? LOL

We should probably do an introduction again although I doubt people will remember me, or even know me nowadays.

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So hi! Please call me Sero, my friends always associated me with bunny for some reason. I goes by any pronouns so no need to be afraid to mispronounce me. And yes, this isn't my first time do a blogging. I used to do this a lot back then, with different penname I don't want to recall now. If anyone don't remember me its totally fine, too. I'd like to starting fresh with brand new me. New site, new me, something like that. ♡

I mainly talk in English but I speak Indonesian too so please don't be confused if you find my content use both of languages (some people called it Bahasa Jaksel, yeah) or only in Indonesian because I wanted to also find some active Indonesian bloggers to be friend with. Well, I hope they still exist somewhere.

Beside of writing (ofc), I like to draw things. Its always be my favorite hobby no matter how burnout I am or how many times I wanna quit draw. I like to follow fashion trend too sometimes. My fashion styles are either casual or alternative一there's no in between, I can be both cottage coquette girl and your dream goth girl waifu. Oh, I also like to talk about makeup stuffs and quite of food junkies, and apparently, that's the main reason of me being broke bitch lmao.

I used to like anime a lot and although I'm still into cosplaying, I'm not really do that often right now. Probably because of those pop cultures are getting different lately and I can't really follow the trend, it makes me easily overwhelmed. So I'll just do cosplay whenever I feel I wanted it.

My site is still lack of design and features, but I can't just wait to make it perfect to share my interests here with you guys. I really miss do blogging, my last blog was on 2017...? Idk kinda forgot lol, I think I just love yapping that much I don't really want to care about anything else. Those lacks can wait as long as I keep enjoy writing, and grow with the progress of the times.

I may update this post with adding a pict of me but idk, my self confidence is getting lower since my last traumatic moment so let's see.

In the meantime, have this cute bunny and let's just pretend it is me. ₍ ᐢ. ̫ .ᐢ ₎

Nice to meet you! I hope we can be friends!! And please take care of me, I'm just baby. uwu

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